His life

I do remember,
A promise, everything going to be easy,
I know, but I'm not so sure,
Its just a false promise.

I went into deep thought,
My mind was blank, its filled with wisdom,
It remind me of who I was to be,
But its not really who I want to be.

An easy life, perhaps its just a dream,
A dream that only be reach with false hope,
Afterall, we can just keep hoping,
We are just a human.

A hope, that pass from a person to another,
Now, it pass to somebody that desired it not,
Why would he took all the burden for the sake of other?
He's alone are not capable.

Life is boredom,
Having a grunge way,
Not knowing the path,
Its an abstract pathway.

He do have a freedom to choose,
But its all just a talk,
Not even close to real world,
Can this world be honest for just a moment.

Somebody admire even idolize him,
Hes a man that not deserving at all,
Stop it, you hurting him alot,
He rather be forgotten than to let other despair.

Now that you know,
Why not just stop?
Thats all,
Thank you.

eh??? whats this... its just one of the possibilities.

lets try this,
a world with despair full with false hope.
we are still live in it.
life still go onwe are trying to change the future
its a light that leads somebody to enternal despair

Once a while,
i do think that my life is just that, no idea.
oh great, i dont think so lah
i afraid that i might make other despair,
i hope they can forget me.
Im nobody afterall.

can mind alone believe what its not capable of.
at the moment i can only express this heart.
i dont think that life is just what i want.
please be logical but logical alone stand on some basis, atleast with abit of mind.

care not but we are all alone.
i just like it be what it is.
now again, why are we care so much for this world.
everyday we hope for the best, something better out of nothing, we just human, we are trying our best but we are still human.
thing just keep repeating itself.

why why why!!! but i dont really carelah.
after life had end, not because the hope for light had gone, its just light dont choose somebody to be his.
adamant for future, are just suffering eternal forsaken.
thats how it should be, and its a... possibility of a life.

Astonishing

Sometimes, when we write, we thought it to be just normal but when people read, its probably the most plausible words.

We often thought that thing its just normal but thing was different when other look at it. Astonishing, it is perhaps the most wonderful event.

As we play along, the words sieve through our ear, its captivate our imagination of thought and laid rest in it, the dark world was then feel with hope and encouragement. Its the wisdom of words.

A man with a great words, are the one to be watch, he just alone talking, for there are abstract nature of him. Yet, words alone are not vivid proofs.

sign

We live, We hope for the best. We are the best but it doesnt mean our life are the best.

I been thinking why must we be bonded with fate. We are so sad because when something bad happen, when we meet some people and everything we desired not. But what can we do, its all ready our fate. It happen. We just have to accept it. We accepting it meaning we have faith to Oneness, we giving all ourselve to Him, and at the same we obey and work for the best and hope for the best.

The world of Mine

for some extent I feel as if i gone far away but further behind and left behind far away eventhough I had been in front for quite sometime, its probably it is I that don't know.

If it is my destiny then, I probably give it all to it but no theres room for me to change, in any ways possible. This world really need some changes. A world we live a world where we die.

A generation that was destined to be a leader, now are begin to corrupt, could it be the end. We could only hope for the best but can we change the world with our hand? No.

"Kerana Kita Bodoh, Kita dipinjak.." Its because our stupidy ppl look down at us. If only every body know each and each of our jobs and duties. Nothing could harm this fragile earth. but Sorry we live in this corrupt world.

I begin to reliaze see more deeper, I felt it is hard in here but sorry I could only work on it hard and try to be achievious, but I'm not victor.

How can theres such a thing as a perpect system? Do human trust a system than comman sense? Is it the right of democracy to shape the world? Why do enslave our self to a system made by human? Foolish of us. Greed.

Society that judge thing from their perspective, accept only what the society like and reject incommon, why do society act suprior to other? Eventhough their are all alike. What kind of comman sense is that.

Oh great. theres yet another plot but no one care, its just another plot. I don't know. Why do I write all this?

Its a great thing I had learnt here and its a good thing thing that I'm not there to be. Stress, I'm sorry matric is not for weak but for those who strive hard and smart.

Why we keep sending our children far away land, are things here not good enough? its been going on quite awhile already but no, nobody seem to know whats their duties.

Perspective

Malaysian Matriculation is hard!!! It is not for the weak students. But it is for the good students and hard working students. I can't cope with all this thing. If it is slow in progress I can still study slow and steady but no its hard to catch up with everything here.

ahh great I can't focus here. so then I can't write more.

Pathway

As time goes by, thing changed. I begin to wonder if i have done the right thing. Probably it's just my ego. Why would people do it? Human are strange creature after all.

Maybe, I abit biased toward Malaysian matriculation, it's just how I thought before.

If I goes for A level, and get a good grade, I can further my studies to oversea, and feel the various cultural exchange.

If I take STPM and ofcource get a good grade, I can have a much more potential than Malaysian matriculation, I'm a person who's see A and grade, a students might thought if they can get A and good grade, they can have good future, but it's a no and yes answer, theres nothing is so certain, but the only important thin is a knowledge.

On the other hand, if I take Malaysian matriculation, which I will someday InsyaAllah, I will only have limited choice of university, and I don't mean just a university, I want a top university.

Nowaday, eventhough, we are not in economic crisis, it's still hard to get a job, just like what happen in 1997/1998. Competition are everwhere, it's just too difficult for the less-educate person in this globalisation world. The adaptation of secularism and capitalism, make the poor even poorer.

Whats so good to praise materialism, if we forgot about dignity and faith. Why are we here on earth? As a muslim, We are here to flourish this world with Allah's guide, well, if I'm not mistaken.

Surely, we are not the one that justify other and the other are not the one who judge us. I think that just it, I don't know if what I wrote are right and I don't right about all thats written up there.

I wonder if I can use the internet after this. Thanks for making comments on my blog Hudzaifah, I will take note on the comment.