Coincident of Fate

Destined fate.

Coincident? or Fate? or maybe it is Coincident of Fate. But who know, I also don't know, just let it be.

Everytime, I think, Im getting far... far away, as much as I hate been distant from other, yet it is as much as I love to be distant from other. I just love it whenever I'm alone, but I tend to feel lonely, its like I'm needing somebody else around me to support me, but is that really what I want? I'm totally confuse.

It is probably just a coincident that I meet them, but then again I do believe in fate. My mind just struggling hard to think that why I always meet such people, is it because I'm just like them? I try to not admit it, but sometimes I do found some qualities resemble of me.

We are all alike.

Examination Week

My mind was just thinking hard. How stress can I be, its just an exam. Well its not just an exam, its an exam that will determine my future.

A night with intense pressure. Sudden words, abrupt my hope and spirit, not like I care, but why now? I don't really care at first, but my heart keep telling the opposite, why do I care? I know its going to end like this, I should have know it. I realize, I was been betrayed.

I couldn't study well, luckily the first day is just English Language. I try to regain new spirit and hope. I try to forget everything. I just hope I can... and it ended. I don't even care anymore.

Now, I can just accept the fact. I can no longer be the same. I will keep in mind that I'm not an enemy, the world is not my enemy. Whenever I faces difficulties, I must always return to Allah.

Adversity will only make me strong, as it teach me how to begin and end.

Her stare

As I walk.

I look around, to explore as I venture into alienated world. I do realize this is not my world. Its a must for me.

While looking at a corner, where the bulky phones lies, a girl covered by ill desired, captivated my eyes for a moment. At first, I could not recognize her, my mind was full of ill thought about her. But her eyes, was quite different, as much as shes afraid of something, she went pale, paused in her own world. She stared at me blurly as her eyes follows me. What could shes been thinking?

Then, again, we meet again. Its become so clear, shes a girl that I had known for years. Perhaps its a fate? how come I always end up meeting her, no its probably just a coincident, I just hope so.

Pity, sadly her voice could not reach me. How I wish I could, but I can no longer accept it, well its just hard for me to accept. Hopefull her life will be lite up, and shes will find her own way, the right way.

I just hate it.

I wonder.

People all around me, are just wanderer. We are just wanderer. We are all alike. We want to be understand, we want somebody to understand us. Its just frustrating. People seem just want to be selfish. I just hate it. Why can they just try to understand other people. Its easy. Simply by keep quite and observes other. Cant that be hard, can it?

They will never understand. Though, its sad, I think I better make my leave. I just wandering around. Looking across they sky wanting to be found. Perhap, someday, light will cover this emptiness with hope and honesty. I just hope it will happen.

Hey don't come back, cause it will only make my heart fill with hatred. Because I just hate it, sorry. Its not my way. I have my own life, I have my own way. Its just how I live my life. I'm sorry, because I just hate it.