Gud bye kml

Hmn KML is over insyaAllah

long time i havent update this blog.

lets talk some what sort of things just happen to me, first bring back all the bags from kml to home, and yeah? what was i doing, looking back, see all the familliar faces, but dont have guts to start the conversation. well i do some, just get talk to some. weird thing happen, i happen to talk to a guy from kml, i dont realize he were talking to a family of kmlian, u see they all nice people when they were leaving, the shake my hands too, the weird thing the girls which about same my age try to shake my hand.. and i was...

ok then, probably that just for the last, i though, its weird, but the days just being like that, they all so nice, i could use any words, metting people, by just a smile, i make u feels like u had known them for years, i wish i had known all this people and talks something weird with them.

gud bye labuan, gud bye kml, gud bye all the sarawakian, gud bye all the tawauan, gud bye all the lahad datuan, gud bye all the sandakanan, gud bye all the people of non-kotakinabalu...lol okey, because im in kk, theres little chance i might able to meet people in these area. guess whats, probably no because i dont think i like to go out side just for a walk or whatever unnecessary reason.

for some weird reason.............. i just could finish whats i hadnt done..., i felt pity to my freinds and to my self... i just hope Allah forgives me. Hidayah is all He's.

i gonna miss all of them, pity, insyaAllah fate will reunite us together. (Ya Allah lindungilah aku dari Takdir yang buruk yang telah engkau tentukan). I ask protection from Allah before everything else. I get some feeling that I might be able to meet them someday, insyaAllah.. but maybe.. oh well i really... I dont even wanting to extend such relationship, but its probably because, I like (love) all of them (hehe, and im serious)... but i maybe, i leave everything to Allah... Lets Allah decide which one should it be... lala

overthetime, people might just forget who i was, who they were. I theres little chance people might remember, theres nothing that will last forever, its just fate(eh this words too familiar to me). One some degree... i do understand that, life is not that simple, i tend to look away when things get worse, and walk all alone into darkness. eh??? whats this all about.

i miss all the tawauan, and its language, we use to talk in their slangs, funny we were able to adapt to such slangs, my friend able to adapt to bruneian slangs, erghh its seem hard for me to follow, i think i can follow how the chinese talk, indian, kadazan-dusun, murut, suluk, bajau, indon, omm, and so on, on which i usually meet at kk, but the bruneian is hard to adapt maybe i need to go study in brunei, hei brunei oso have university u know, ahu bah haha.

the sarawakian language of malay, seem to have adapted the bruneian language more than sabahan adapating it. sik ada la, hehe. maybe because sabah was not under brunei for such long because we were under sulu sultanate.

why do i talk much about this.............

maybe kml is good place, its a place where al the mighty mind gather, funny after so much geniuses, we still unable to build airplane... theres no leader, there no leader to reunite all those brain together linking it to form a gigantic trafic of mind, plus tiny little traffic of information in our brain that turning the galaxy railway into small little molecule of life cell.

in kml, influence and lotsa influence change every single person, to be good, just good, or awesome and bad, or just alcoholic drunken master, and so on, i met a person who had never pray jumaat, i met a person who so obsess with his jemaah movement, i met person who so obsess with some weird thing. why? why? why? do we look that other are sooooo wrong when we never revised our action justificationly.

i met girls who friendly, yea like to smile, like that smile (astagfirullah al azim), i met girl who protect what they should see, they dont even look a man when talking to them, we they all nice, i just like to see them wearing the tudung labuh, i like this type of girl (-.-)

i begin to learn and confuse more about aqidah... bad news,.... but for time being just follow whats imam As-Syafie does, well i dont know, i just do what people does, maybe thats the correct way, isnt that suppose to mean, taqlik buta... follow something blindly.. no........ thats not the right way... then?

leaving all the bad side, i do remember my kuliahan, haha... nice, our row all most all guys, infront and back are all girls, we seldomly talks to them, yeah thats kinda nice, we do know each other better, but some my says that such relationship might no be so beneficial. there nothing worth to much, but i do know if we take good care of our self and distant, on which me limits our self from thing that we shouldnt, its all alright. they all are so nice.

the tutorialan, are all so friend, eventhough they all are naughty some times, i do hate to take a picture, for some reason.. donno maybe i dont have guts for that. plus, i dont want to take a picture with just me and a girl -.-, girls think back, would u want ur husband to have a picture with other girls? absolutely not!!! but for the sake of friendship i might take some picture with them with some distant not too near, sorry, i have my own principle, please do respect that.

moreover.......................... i miss u all, im so sad.... oh well, just forget about me, i think thats just better for all of us.

for the sake of Allah. hope that Allah will grant us Husnul Khatimah (the good end).